Chapter 1102 Dancing With The Devil(Erotic Horror):>Ep4

• Oddly enough, I can't help but feel he's right. If I did just that, I'll be fine. Sure, I may go mad knowing what I know, that the Devil is real, but nothing more would happen than that. That I would survive after becoming an alcoholic or madman for a while. I would, one day, be my normal self or at least something close to it. Safe and alive in my own world, where I don't have chase any sort of supernatural figures.
• There's only one thing that stops me from doing just that, of walking out of here with my middle fingers raised, and that's the feeling that I don't know who I am. The feeling that I've been lying to myself and pretending to be someone I thought I wanted to be. But with the lights on and forced to examine myself, I see that I have clue about anything about myself.
• The feeling of not knowing who I am leads me to a question that I think I really should know the answer to, but don't. And that question is, "What do I want?"